I just got back home after shopping + dinner + movies(PIRATES!!) with Tyrell and we're both zonked out. Pictures in time to come!
I promise you a hell lot of pictures in the next few entries, provided that i stay home tomorrow (which means Sunday) and rot my day in front of the computer.
I can no longer sit in front of the computer as long as how i used to in the past because now, i face 2 monitors at work for 10 or more hours straight and its driving me crazy! Lets not talk about work cos that will just ruin my beautiful day today.
Yesterday (which i meant Friday) after work, a few of my colleagues whom i just got to know and i went for a super great sensational singing session at Partyworld. 2 to 6am of terrific singing. People present were Lihui, Jacob, Jun Hao and Vance + myself of course. Jacob was so damn good i swear i almost melted.
I used to feel damn emo most of the time while singing/listening to super emotional songs at the KTV. I'll think of the past and nostalgia just keeps flowing in. But now, i no longer feel the same way, neither can i think of anyone or anything that makes me feel emo. As much as i want to cry out all that lonely feelings in me, i couldnt. I cant think of anything that makes me upset anymore. Not that there isnt any, but im too jaded to feel this way.
Nothing's worth my tears now, absolutely nothing. Nothing's worth my emotions to fluctuate.
I had cried too much the last 3 years, got hurt too many times and now my heart is as stiff and numb as ice. Does being stronger makes a better description?
I guessed im immuned to it.
Its pretty weird when my close friends kept bugging me to get a boyfriend, even more weird when my mom questions me ALL the time why i'm not attached and freaking weird when my colleagues have such alarming reaction when they know im single. Then they kept asking me why im not attached and start questioning me my expectations of a guy and introduced any common colleagues we know whether or not they are attached or married. Hahahha. They even said they will keep a look out for me of the potential ones with 10Cs because they feel that i have a need for a guy like that.
It was so hilarious! They seem more kan chiong than me. (and for the record, im not complaining!)
Im supposed to be at Swissotel now with the supper gang but i decided not to because im dead tired. You guys can have a genuine GUYS NIGHT OUT now without me. Though it might be a little boring because Siwei will have no one to bicker with and the rest will have nothing to comment and laugh about. I know im important so we shall meet up for supper soon. LOL.
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